How badly do you want it? Is it enough to cry out when everyone else tells you to be silent? Is it enough to be condemned by those you love and those around you? Does not My word say, as the deer pants for the water so My soul longeth after thee? How desperate are you? For I hear the cry of the desperate. My ear is not deaf to those who are yearning. Let Me give to you that which you desire. For those who desire a touch from Me WILL receive it. For I see the depths of the heart. I will divide between soul and spirit. I say to you, seek Me. Be desperate for Me. Ask of Me. I will give myself to you and supply you with an over abundance of My presence, My spirit and My joy sayeth the Lord of hosts.